réalta ag taitneamh ar do shon

Is been  a hectic past month or so, nothing major in particular. I was let go by my job as the company was closing, but fortunately for me got picked up right away by another company and I have the same tasks as I always do and slightly higher pay! Yippeee

So for the most part I've just been adjusting since I still had to take training to learn the systems they use, I quite like it though since everything is done in just one place and I don't have to have so many open tabs to navigate my tasks.

Birthday went on nice, I received a lovely red velvet cake and was surprised with being gifted the Bloodborne and Elden Ring vol.1 guidebooks. Hardcovers too, it has made me look into buying a small beside bookshelf as I don't have enough room for a large bookshelf but I want these large heavy books displayed and easy for me to just grab and read then put them back on the shelf. Considering heavily to get the other two volumes for Elden Ring and the artbook for Bloodborne.... I used to have the french edition in my cart but I checked and the hardcover option is not available anymore qq. Maybe if I look through online french bookstores.....

Most important is that I got to spend my birthday with comrade, she herself also surprised me with gifts which I will make a different post for their appreciation. But overall I was just elated that we were together once more and that to me was the biggest gift of all. 

I also must announce that I have been switchpilled or however the trendy kids would say it, but I had obtained a secondhand lite for Tomodachi Life alone and I must say it is the most fun I ever had playing on a console again that was not playstation. I may have grown my library now with a couple of my indie faves I already had and played on Steam.... turns out gaming in the comfort of your bed but also being able to switch positions as I grow restless in one pose too long has been life changing.

I like it so much that is actually making me consider the switch 2, but man I am beating myself up so much for not purchasing the steam deck last year when I did have every opportunity and the funds to do so for being indecisive...

Now the darn thing is over 1k dollars at that point better to get an actual desktop gaming pc (and higher grade ergonomic chair, mine is plenty nice but no neck support).

Steam machine is no better, amounting to be the same. Gaming has always been a costly hobby, but it truly feels like moving forward is something only the elites or just people who have lots more expendable money to throw to indulge in. 

Ah well, I hardly play heavy graphics games and most of my library can run on potatos. My mid-end laptop runs everything just fine and only got it last year so is wasteful to upgrade so soon.

-warmth

One of my top goals I had set for myself (besides personal improvement stuff which is..a slow burn) was to get more engaged with the real life arts(depression hates a moving target), or at the very at least the ones that are accessible to me with my limited resources (transportation).

Last year there was a showing for a live orchestra performance for the movie Howl's Moving Castle and I got lucky to score front row tickets for it! So not only did I get to view the large projector, I got to hear the orchestra at MAX and go back and forth between watching the movie and watching them play. It was....such a surreal experience...
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Summary: A heartfelt gift sends the wrong message it tried to portray. Nonetheless the receiver makes a choice that will affect their standing to one another.

Fandom: Mabinogi (MMO)
Genre: F/F
Pairing: Laighlinne x OC
Tags: hurt/comfort, angst, happy ending

Author's Notes: The girls are fighting -cries- ahem....I've been truly enjoying writing this one out for the past month. I rarely get the chance to portray Ellie's more toxic traits

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It is the time...I create another list of goals. A couple of entries from my last quest log were completed(new laptop for example being the big one) but in my brain fog I failed to achieve huge creative endeavors. So this year I would like to achieve the big one:

-Start the Fomor Anthology

I do not think I will finish it this year (amazing if I was that overpowered) but I would like to have atleast the setup/cover/ rough drafts done. I'm not sure if my current art skill is still up for it...but with that mentality I will never make this so.

Some sidequests I got lined up will be

-learn ballet( so far I can stay standing on my tippy toes for 30 seconds wao wao)
-get more flexible for ballet(I am currently only able to do an acute angle with my leg raise....let's aim for right angle)
-learn enough godot to make my silly rpgmaker but not rpgmaker game.
-learn how to make sourdough bread

Hardmode: learn to drive
Super Hardmode: Get my visa

I swear I blinked for a second and we have made it to 2026, wow.

I've been really in disarray the last couple of months but this time in a good way! Comrade has come back, all is right in the world. My writing bug has also come back so I have fics to upload here. Along with new developments about my bby that I will share about her in a separate entry.

Overall, let us do our best this year

*Also entered into adult ballet classes for beginners, I've been doing some stretching exercises and basic entry moves. I swear I never had everything in my body crack all at once......

My Elden Ring entries will also be coming back, especially since comrade has joined me in them :)

-warmth

Ya van dos semanas desde que compré Elden Ring y neta tiene un control brutal sobre mí. La mejor forma en que lo puedo describir es como… sentirme como una niña otra vez, súper clavada en un videojuego al punto de pasarme todo el día soñando despierta, imaginando escenas con los personajes, viendo videos relacionados, inventando teorías, buscando info del lore, etc.

El único otro juego que se le acerca para mí es Mabinogi, que la neta he tenido súper abandonado, no voy a mentir. Sé que ahorita está el masterplan, que ya salieron las nuevas arcanas y que el g27 ya casi llega, pero no puedo despegarme de ER por ahora. También me pican las manos por hacer fanart..

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Experimentando con poner mis dibujos aqui mismo en dreamwidth. Honestamente no tengo ninguna razon en particular, simplemente casi ya no uso ninguna pagina social (y no e tenido tiempo en seguir con mi pagina de web, quiero empezar desde cero;;;)
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 Part 5 FINAL

 

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